question from a user

So I've been on TRT for 6 months, my clinic doubled my dose when I was at 615 with normal E2 levels then 3 months later. I'm only at like 718 and my E2s was in the 60s I felt absolutely terrible all benefits gone and energy back in the gutter and sex kinda sucked. They gave me anastrozole which seems to have helped but I still don't feel like I did at 615 balanced, I felt amazing. In 6 months atrophy hit me pretty hard and I'm sorry but dead testicles makes it harder for me to climax and it's not as good as it was pre T. They lied to me about HCG sent me Gonadorelin & at this point I'm pretty much done with them. I am not paying for Gonadorelin and test from them when there's no shortage of reports of men having atrophy while on the Gonadorelin. Luckily I found a place that will do HCG alone one of the few that actually can provide it and I'm not stressing the atrophy cause I know what works is on its way. I'm not getting anymore testosterone from a clown clinic. I actually have enough left to taper myself and see how levels fair on HCG. If I decide to get more test I'll get it from the place that actually has what should be prescribed with TRT, that shit should be law why are letting everyone not care about men's health. The weight loss crowd ruins every drug that people actually need... Anyway I have the Gonadorelin they prescribed 50 cc twice a week which is wrong it's funny cause empower sent a bunch of needles even though it's not prescribed that way. I've been taking multiple injections a day lower dose trying to emulate how it's actually supposed to be given to be effective. Am I wasting my time? Does this crap even work? Should I just throw it in the trash and wait for the HCG. Mailing will be slow 7-10 business days and the script probably won't be filled an shipped till tomorrow but RX was sent out late Friday afternoon.